Snake , my liege, my boss, my friend
was devastated that I was putting in my notice. Victor, my closest
friend, wasn’t pleased. He told me to walk away from the clan, have fun
like him, forget those that didn’t like me, that they shouldn’t ruin my
experience.
Between the two of them I was torn… On one hand I did
enjoy talking to them, I did have fun at times, but I didn’t want to have Amy
or Ophelia on my mind while I was dealing with my real life. Snake went
out of his way to have someone teach me to DJ even so I wouldn’t have to work
the pole any longer. I felt lost and lonely on Second Life, I wasn’t
getting a lot of the concepts, and there was a lot of drama. I logged
off, telling Snake and Victor I would think it over, but it just seemed too
much for too little. I could just give them my e-mail.
Logging back in, I was dreading the two
of them ganging up on me. One, I don’t like discussing my real life on
here and I didn’t want to explain to the two of them that I didn’t need that
extra stress. However, logging into my room I found myself falling
through the sky. My stuff was still there in the sky, but I was flailing
until I smacked the ground. Buildings were gone, there was no one around,
and I was as confused as the first day I logged on. Snake jumped in my
box and the first thing he says is, “Don’t panic”.
Panic? Try chewing my bottom lip in confusion. I teleport Snake to
me and he starts to explain things to me. 1) The Queen left, taking her
stuff with her. 2) Amy left him and the clan. 3) We were the only
active people left in the clan and pretty much the club. I was ready to
walk away as well, because really what could I do to help him? I could
barely dress, let alone change my shoes. He was determined that we were
going to rebuild the club and clan, that we could do it. *Shrugs*
At that point, I had nothing to lose. So we started rebuilding the club,
concentrating on that.
Victor was very smart on clubs. He explained that the dance floor was too
big, that open chat wouldn’t be seen at certain points on the floor. He
also pointed out how the chairs were on the opposite side of the floor
diverting the stripper’s attention. He told me, but didn’t really
talk to Snake at that point. I mentioned these facts to Snake, let’s just
say at that point everything I said was over the head and under his butt.
He was talking to me constantly, but I don’t think there was much listening
going on.
We put the club back together, hung out a bit, and just found our feet that
night. The next night I logged in to find Snake had built another castle
and had made me my own floor. Having been given a small room to start
with, with little lindens, a huge floor of my own was a big deal, especially
since it had beautiful wall paper and halls even. He made sure to put
hallways in, giving me a beach ball to kick around so that I could practice
walking, since I can’t walk a straight line, (Not even to this day). I
brought Victor over, excited. Snake had filled my head with ideas, he’d
given me a place, and I was beginning to believe we could do this. I was
beginning to believe we could build our own clan/family and this time they
might actually like me.
Victor came to see my rooms, was happy that I was staying, but was trying to
keep me calm and tell me not to let it go to my head… Just don’t change,
he repeated. I will admit to shrugging that off, because Snake had me
excited, he had me thrilled at the possibility of having close friends like I’d
seen others have in clans. Even Sabrina came by to see my new
place. She was nice enough, but when I was talking about the way Amy had
treated me and never having anything do with Snake, she shied from the subject
as if she didn’t believe it either.
Between Snake and I we were able to pull in traffic to the club, which we were
able to rebuild before the weekend. He was surrounded by a lot of women,
and I had a lot of men around me, but we had traffic and between the two of us
we were able to dj and keep the club open and going with a small crowd.
Seeing us do this, I believed his words. The two of us were on calls and
im’s constantly, and we were making a go of it.
We even started hunting. Hunting was completely different with another
person than on my own. I’d been thrown to the wolves and floundering my
way around Second Life. Snake had his own thing and tried to take me to
his usual spots. They didn’t work so much for me, but he had taught me
the basic things to look for in potential victims: bling, typing hands, and
vampire avatars. Different ways to point out noobs, especially ones that
might be interested in the dark fantasy. He also went through the things
not to say to men that might lead them to believe I wanted more than their
soul, because my first victim thought we were going to be partners after I bit
him. That wasn’t an experience I cared to repeat.
We hit clubs,
malls, even teaching SIM’s trying to find people that might want to be part of
our small clan. Me, the noob, and Snake, the big, scary vampire man, were
talking to many people, but there just wasn’t any biting. Then I get a
teleport from Snake to come now. I appear beside him and another large
pale man. Snake then introduces me to this man, ‘Poet’, as his
sister. “My sister would be happy to help you…”
Cris Coursey
www.criscoursey.wordpress.com
www.criscoursey.wordpress.com
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