At this point everyone in my vampire family hates me except Snake.
I was called for the first time by Amy to tell me what a slut I was, when I
hadn’t looked at Snake that way once. One he was introduced to me as
Amy’s, two I wasn’t interested at the time in that stuff, and three his avi
really wasn’t that appealing to me. I had also experienced my first day as
a stripper in the clan’s club… Let’s just say I wasn’t so great on a
pole. One of Ophelia’s friends came to the club to teach me and a few
others how to emote. ‘Brutus’ is one of the most awesome emoters I know
on Second Life to this day and the best part- he’s a really great guy. So
I sign on to SL where the clan that hates my guts ignores me, another stripper
‘Genie’ befriends me, and I go to the emote class.
Brutus is a big ol’ boy, but he writes
like Shakespheare. I’m telling you ladies that man can make any woman
blush, fan themselves, and cross their legs. He gives us examples and
note cards then suddenly I’m teleported back to my room. In open it says:
I’ve been killed that I have been sent back to my home location. I tp
back to the classroom, apologizing, because I’m one of the clumsiest people
alive, I just know it’s my fault somehow. We get started again and I’m
sent back once again to my room. Then it happens over and over.
It’s absolutely ridiculous, making my SL lock up and boot me off. I get
back on, Snake tells me to tp him right then, so I bring him to my room and he
teleports me ‘somewhere safe’.
It was too. I met one of the nicest, sweetest ladies on SL that night,
(we’ll call her Sabrina). Sabrina brought her husband down and they
talked me through going to the help button and hitting pushes, bumps, and hits
to see who had hit me with a script. I couldn’t see it since I’d been knocked
off, but I knew where it was at least. They also explained griefing,
which is a horrible, dirty practice I detest. Someone in the clan that
was supposed to be like a SL family had griefed me. Of course, Brutus was
absolutely sweet about it, friending me, telling me not to worry, and to
contact him with anymore questions, but at the time I felt like I had done
something to deserve it when I hadn’t messed with anyone. I was upset
with the whole episode had went to the one person who hadn’t lied to me Victor.
Victor was aggravated that it happened, but waited until Sabrina
had taken me out and about before he came to put in his two cents.
Sabrina did take me out. Where none of the women had really taken the
time to talk decently to me, she did. She took me around, answered
questions about SL dating (everyone seemed to be of mind that I was dating),
and took me to some great shopping spots. She even helped me design a
great avi just for stripping and gave me a gown she had made. She was a
wonderful woman, very sweet. When she finished Victor came to pick me up,
and she highly approved of him… For some reason Victor seemed to
intimidate the men, but the women would all jump in my box to tell me ‘Good
job’ or ‘Kudos’. *Shakes my head* I guess it was my own naiveties that I
would talk to anyone, I didn’t care how old or what they looked like. Not
everyone is like that.
Victor spent hours showing me about griefing. He loaded me up with an
anti-griefer’s kit and then he impaled me, shot me, and gave me guns to shot
him. It was fun, especially listing to his monologue on places to avoid
in the south. It was a really great ending to what had started out as an
awful day. Before I logged Snake seemed comforted that I was in a good
mood and discussed becoming a vampire.
No. Someone apparently had it in for me, I knew nothing about the
actual vampire part of the game, and who would want to be part of that kind of
family? He shrugged it off and wished me a good morning and I went on to
Real Life.
Second Life moves fast, as if you didn’t already know. I log in and find
out hey the clan is having a changing ceremony and I’m going to be
turned. I jumped Snake’s box, but Ophelia and him were already discussing
it. She didn’t think I should be turned either. He had fought for
me to be turned, then bought me a beautiful dress, I was left with no other
option. The ceremony was long and smoky, but at least I didn’t end up
naked- much to a few’s disappointment. The other two that were changed
got congratulated in the clan’s chat, I didn’t. I was excited though, I
told Victor, my polish man, and my cowboy.
I went out with one, he was still as new as myself, and celebrated. We
pose-balled it. Yep, pixeled. He ended up in a wall, it was
very short sentences, and I played with camera in disbelief entire time.
Not only was it not going to be a great time, but the Queen jumped in my box
wanting a tp… So my first pixelization was a terrible
disappointment. I felt a bit dirty, a bit shocked, and a bit guilty.
With everything going on, with the horrible pixelization, and knowing people
just didn’t like me I decided Real Life held enough stress. I wrote my
resignation from the club and turned it in to Snake, giving him two days notice
that I was quitting Second Life.
Cris Coursey
www.criscoursey.wordpress.com
www.criscoursey.wordpress.com
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